Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Why is this so hard to do????

I have been putting off writing on this blog....I feel so vulnerable, exposed, and I don't understand why it bothers me so....

My intention was to give myself some accountability....

Millions of people suffer with weight issues, I am no different from them...I am embarrassed, and ashamed that I am one of them...I hate that I can't just be a normal weight....I have to work at losing weight, and that pisses me the f*uck off..... I have hypothyroidism, and that is irritating too. I feel like it is going to be such a hard battle. I know, I know, positive thinking right.....I am just having an off day, got my stupid period and I'm hungry.....

11 comments:

  1. Hello! Thanks for the add, I am following you now! :-) Weight loss certainly isn't easy, but it does get easier as your body becomes accustomed to it. And you always have the blog to rant about it if things get kind of hard...

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  2. I applaud your transparency - there is strength in acknowledging our vulnerability.

    Your willingness to be accountable opens you up to receive the support of others.

    Here is a link to a post that may help you at this particular point along the way - it is called:

    "The Power of Words"
    http://wp.me/p173Qi-87

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  3. It is best to be honest. You will help so many people who hide behind a veil of perfectionism. You can do this!

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  4. No wonder you're having an off day with your little friend. I'd be grumpy too. I don't like to appear to be Ms Cheerleader (because you should have read my last Blog). I was in the I can't do it phase for so long. Honestly, what turned it around for me was when I kept telling myself this is for life and then it makes it less difficult in a weird way. After you have a few good weeks under your belt it gets better too. You're rather attractive, by the way, and perfect just the way you are :)

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  5. It gets easier as the weeks pass...never easy, but easier..lol. You can do it! This blog will help you a ton!

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  6. You can do it! There are so many people out here to support you. It's not easy, no one ever said it was. Just take things one day at a time.

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  7. I feel too vulnerable and exposed, too, so I made my blog more private in that I don't say my name or post my pic. Some people may not like this, but it makes me feel more comfortable with sharing all of this and monitoring my progress. So if you feel too vulnerable, only share what you're comfortable with. We'll support you the whole way!

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  8. Glad to see that you have started a blog about your health and fitness journey. It is a great way to find encouragement and support. I hope you continue. It helps, at least for me, to write about my journey and is very therapeutic, too! Michele

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  9. I know exactly how you feel. When I first started blogging, I was horrified to see that most of my views were from facebook. I didn't want people I actually knew to see my blog. You'll come to terms with it. You are you. Put yourself out there, you'll be glad you did.

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  10. Hey there! You won a random giveaway on my blog =) I was celebrating reaching 200 followers. Here is the link to the post with detils.

    http://www.areyouwilling.net/2011/03/this-is-my-positive-picture-for-week.html

    I just need you to email me your address to katiewarren88@gmail.com

    <3 Katie

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  11. Just don't give up the fight!! YOU will get there you just can't give up!!

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