Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Why is this so hard to do????

I have been putting off writing on this blog....I feel so vulnerable, exposed, and I don't understand why it bothers me so....

My intention was to give myself some accountability....

Millions of people suffer with weight issues, I am no different from them...I am embarrassed, and ashamed that I am one of them...I hate that I can't just be a normal weight....I have to work at losing weight, and that pisses me the f*uck off..... I have hypothyroidism, and that is irritating too. I feel like it is going to be such a hard battle. I know, I know, positive thinking right.....I am just having an off day, got my stupid period and I'm hungry.....